This negativity is killing me,
Same with the criticism others give me,
They just,
Make it worse for me,
Sometimes (if not often) I feel that..,
Every day..,
I wake up feeling bad,
And I just keep feeling bad and discouraged,
I tell myself to remain strong,
And the inner peace does NOT last for long,
Yet,
I must never forget,
To keep going,
And if I get “nowhere”,
At least I may someday find a more satisfying and longer lasting feeling(?),
Right here,
Or wherever,
?
I’ll keep doing what I feel I must,
..,
If the mainstream never helps me..,
I’ll ALSO keep watching out for worse and/or horrifically toxic alternatives,
I’ll never give up,
At finding at least some positivity,
Within me
Zach Dana Writing 