Although while living freely out of my shell,
because I struggle socially,
I may unintentionally push others away,
YET I still have to try,
because if I let others shut me down my whole life,
I will NOT be living nearly as truthfully and/or NOT nearly as meaningfully in alignment with what I see as most fit for me,
So I’d rather try and fail miserably,
Than remain shut down perpetually,
And even if (as a result) more end up “NOT liking me”,
And/or want to “beat the shit out of me”,
And/or preferred how quiet I was previously..,
Well,
I still feel I have to keep trying to remain in alignment with what I see my deeper self manifesting as truthfully
Zach Dana Writing 