Is the pain helping me along a path to feel more free and well..?
Or is it frightening me back into my shell..?
Sure,
There just may be those with all their credentials and “experience” who think they “know me well”,
Yet I feel I know myself more,
Yet other egos may tell me that a certain type of pain they inflict is “helping” me become “stronger”,
So their egos can feel power for even longer,
And yes (I feel that) pain at certain times may help me grow,
Yet as for the type of pain I “need”,
What do other narcissistic sadistic toxic forces really “know”?
Zach Dana Writing 