Ya know??
There’s always some other person, people, or multiple beings.. (if not the same (or both))
Who always are causing me some shit,
Regardless of how much they’re intending it..
But really..
I just don’t want more pressure to write about it,
Because I already wrote so,
so much,
and it just piles up and gets disorganized in my Google docs..
Ya know??
Ya know..?
I’ve written about enough,
And having more provocative, and/or painful experiences that I don’t want to stress about HAVING to share or put out there,
Is VERY rough,
Ya know??
I know..
I know..
Ya know..?
This world for me,
Has felt hard enough,
But as I said in my poem titled “Always More”,
Yep..
There will just be more,
Ya know??
And I hope to respond in ways that don’t feel as painful as before,
Ya know??
I know..
Ya know..?
And while writing this,
I feel pressured to say “ya know” a certain amount of times,
Which just inhibits my creative expression and doesn’t make me feel as good about me crafting my writing creation,
Since the requirements distract my attention..
YA KNOW!!??
There,
I met two “requirements” by self-analyzing my struggles,
I talked about obsessively wanting to say “ya know” a certain number of times and rhetorically said or asked it again to emphasize the effect like what I’m about to do again..
YA KNOW???
Yes,
I know..
At least somehow, Ya know
I’m hearing you, man. Things get all tight inside my head, especially in an argument, and “Ya know?” gives me a chance to tap the brakes and stay on track. I think people who get all bent out of shape, like tailgating drivers, don’t want to hear it because they don’t want a well reasoned argument, they just want to win. I’m following you.
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Thanks for the support Kenny! Yeah I’d say it seems that many people are just in an irrational place so I guess we just have to remain centered as we encounter them. I’d say the more we recognize the unconscious energy field they seem to be caught up in, the less likely we’ll become caught up within those same toxic forces ourselves, because the more aware we are of emotional energy fields, the more we can distinguish between them and reality, therefore we can realize that a difficult feeling is not reality, and of course that’ll (hopefully) reduce chances of the feelings having power over us. Yet of course, some people just lose themselves in them, and yeah if this occurs while driving, that obviously would be dangerous. I definitely plan to add more posts in the future as usual. Sometimes I’ll take a few weeks off, yet thanks again for reading some of them!
-Zach
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