I’m struggling to accept that,
my present lack of ability to accept,
seems to be causing me pain..?
I don’t know..?
I just don’t like this moment,
And I don’t feel that I can just instantly think my way out of it,
And I don’t feel that I can just instantly peacefully accept it,
And if I just could then why wouldn’t I..?
What’s the purpose of this and everything..?
I guess there’s always deeper understanding..?
I guess that somewhat describes how I’m feeling..?