Recurring Words

It frightens me,
When I ASSUME,
I’m surrounded by others,

Such as..,
(Without judgment),
..,
Anyone who feels I “owe them the world”,
Yet,
Who never lived in MY world,
While inevitably,
sharing and being part of the same world,

My ego believes it has compassion for why people do what they do,
But when my ego perceives the way it does,
It doesn’t know what actions will come out,
When it gets,
Upset,
paranoid,
And whatever words I’m not allowed to say,
Or whatever I ASSUME anyone else,
May..,
TAKE OUT OF CONTEXT THE WRONG WAY,

My EGO,
Does get annoyed,
When it assumes,
That other egos assume,
That what I assume is painful to me,
Is pain of the “smallest degree”,
Or “ain’t shit”,

Yet how can you know?
Because you weren’t inside of me,
Just please,
Consider how you affect me,
Especially if you have power over me,

To me,
Presently,
It doesn’t matter “IQ” or “EQ” scores TO, INSTINCTIVELY afflict horrific pain,
Unconsciously,

I don’t know if and when you’ll “know”?
Or whatever the context..,
?

I’ll try again to not overuse the words,
“Present” and “unconscious”,
Yet,
Speaking MOMENTARILY,
The feelings,
In me,
Seem to be coming back to those words

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