What I’m actually Doing

Discouragement makes me put it off,

Bad past experiences,
Damaged confidence,
Being diagnosed with this an that,
Prevents me,
From doing so much of that,

I say I’ll “do it later”,
Or,
“Once I do that other thing”,
Yet,
Without realizing,

I spiral into,
Another whirlpool,
Of not doing,
What I can be doing,
Such as what may more likely further help me,
Feel however more,
Equanimous,
Peaceful,
Happy and fulfilled,
Experiencing,

Oh I need to remember,
What to do,
That’ll help me,
Have more awareness,
For spotting,

What it is,
I’m actually doing

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