Somewhere within Me

Ohh that pain can feed off of pain somewhere,
(Source: Eckhart Tolle, “The Power of Now”, (1997), page 37, New World Library, Novato, California),

That emotional pain builds,
Spills out,
Then replenishes itself..,
(Eckhart Tolle, “A New Earth”, (2005) page 145, Penguin Books, New York, New York),

Ohh how I struggle to sufficiently inwardly spot it,
To clear it,
So it does not irrationally explode out of me,
Giving other more powerful pain filled and irrational individual and collective forces a “justification” to oppress me,

Ohh how that pain can always build somewhere within me,
I can analyze about it infinitely,
Yet for my continued safety,
I must sufficiently be aware,
Of how it’s manifesting within me,

So it hopefully,
Of course,
Does NOT,
Destroy me