I sometimes feel, There’s free speech, and there’s “hate speech”, the authority decides which is which, the FAKE conspiracy theorists feed off of desperate adrenal unconscious narcissism, and my ego tries to grasp for words on the surface.., and if I misuse them, forces of natural human authority will control me, including this stanza.., I guess..?
And only the external sentient beings of awareness like me will handle and interpret and construct however minutely or broadly my letters to piece together and safely organize language that manifest(s) from their built up, and shaped overtime internal emotional awareness..?
Sometimes I’m just at a loss of words,
And my attention seeking ego,
I just must get to know,
So it does NOT navigate,
My actions into chemically reacting hate