Well..,
Yes,
The level of what I interpret and regard as meanness…
And/or..,
The amount of meanness there is..,
Does add to misery that additionally tempts me to conveniently (although temporarily) block out with alcohol,
..,
And well..,
Yes,
Even though a stronger spirit would remain sober in that level of misery,
Well..,
I hope what I have to say is sufficiently understood as I intend it to be..,
Yeah..,
Even though I may not remain in adequate alignment with my beliefs..,
I guess..(?),
I hope understanding them,
And/or applying them (although better than me),
Remains as a helpful,
Possibility
?