Sometimes when stuff spirals out of control,
I’ll just analytically blame whatever I see as “toxically cultural”,
In combination with my stigmatized label(s)..,
Others simplistically judging my struggles..,
For example..,
At least..,
I’m in a time that I still consider better..,
And yes,
I’m having OCD again..,
Tryna get what my irrationality tells me as comfortably more than “666” posts..,
And well..,
I feel that,
When writing turns into a numbers game..,
My creative impression,
May just,
Sink into a giant regression..,
Sometimes I just..,
Sink in,
To the obsessive toxins within..,
Maybe as I proceed up,
I sink down,
Yet may proceed up even higher..,
Yet my goal is to not sink as deeply as various moments before..,
And as for any depth(s) that I may sink painfully once again into either similar or worse than various times before..,
I STILL wish to have the high level tools necessary,
To..,
Climb..,
Faster and faster and faster..,
And even though those speech figures just may could be way better..,
Well..,
I hope that was clear enough,
To understand,
In a more helpful direction..,
Ahhhhh
Zach Dana Writing 